Hello again
Saturday, January 9, 2016
Hi
Hello
How long has it been?
Its 2016 now.
I cant believe this thing is still alive and i'm able to post.
Okay where do i start from here.
Too much happened the past couple of years.
Back in 2012, i met this most amazing guy.
His name is Zed.
He's great, funny, loving and he is everything else a girl wants in a guy.
I had a crush on him and little that i know he got his eyes on me too.
One afternoon we went on a date.
He confessed his feelings and so did i.
It just gave me butterflies in my tummy.
It was amazing.
The best feeling a girl could ever feel.
We went on for a while.
And of course, in every relationship there's the up and downs.
We broke up, patched up, broke up again and later patched things up.
It wasn't easy but at least he was much better then the previous ones.
Little did i know we went on for years.
At times we fight but at the end of the day we got back together.
We have had the best times of our lives together.
We went on dates, trips to Lego Land, Universal Studios (like a billion times)
And it was just awesome! It was the best times i've ever had!
I could go on and on and on about how great things were.
But i got to go now! Back to reality.
Tata !
♥ 9:29 PMfirst blog after a really long long time....
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Dear Blog,
I've not been gg to sch lately...
firstly cause its boring....
same thing everyday over n over n over again...
n next ive been all stressed up...
n next ive not been feeling so good these days...
i might just go crazy one of these days...
i wish i have my old not so much things to care about days...
usually i wouldn't even bother to write up on this blog but i think its getting kinda too much to handle...
i think im okae but usually im not...
thats what happens when im super stressed...
haix...
too many things had been happening ever since end of last year...
one after another...
things keep on adding up...
i thought new year is gonna be better but...
not exactly what i had in mind...
its kinda got worse cause im just asking for trouble...
i know im gonna be in trouble but...
i donno...
life is getting more and more boring these days...
so bored that i could go mad....
anyway, not feeling so good these days...
n i gtg now...
getting a lil dizzy here...
ok bye ! !
XOXO
ME ! !
♥ 10:31 AM
Friday, June 4, 2010
All alone...
Trapped...
In a cell...
With only four walls...
Slept on the cold hard floor...
all i could see is that girl in the mirror...
all have is her to talk to...
but she refuse to reply me...
all i could do is sit by myself...
no one to talk to...
looking out the tiny window...
i could see the colorful world...
its out of my reach...
i scream out loud for help..
but no one could hear me.....
all i want to do is run away....
all i want to do is get out of cell....
into the outside world....
where happiness roam free...
i lay back down on the cold floor...
cover my face...
and closed my eyes...
tears rolled down...
my heart felt weak....
all i could do now is, wait till someone comes by and hear my call...
till then, I'll just have to hang in there....
XOXO
LiLLyLioness
♥ 2:37 PM
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Life had been tough...
its like god is testing me how far i can go...
maybe this is the furthest that i can go...
sometimes i jux feel like giving up cause i have no idea what to do next...
almost gave up tho...
buy my dear pulled me back down...
made me realize what is life is all about...
well now, all i could ever do is just go on with the flow and try not to think too much..
or else i might just burst out again....
so yeah...
life sux but there nothing can be done to change that...
XOXO,
LiLLy
PS: when depression strikes, everything seems so dark...
♥ 2:07 PM
IM BACK ! ! ! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
HELLO ! ! !
okae its been a while since the last time i've updated my blog...
eerr okae i lied its been a really really really long time....
but its aint tht bad right??
hehehe
okae anyway, life has been a tough ride these days...
started school...
started my exams...
n IG groups...
wow i dint know it will take all of my time...
just for school that is...
dont even have time for anything else liddat...
well, i have lots of things to say...
hmm lemmie think where do i start first...
hmm...
ouh ouh ! ! !
My class is really AWESOME ! !
heheh dont wish to change class...
but have to.. soon... *sob sob* =[
ouh ouh n have been going for audition for Replug and Jammers Arena...
well, for Replug...........
HAH ! ! th audition sux...
they dint even let us play half of a song...
made me bring the guitar for one whole freaking day and the audition didne even last a minute...
n they are so judgemental....
ouh n dont make me start on the sound quality....
no standard liddat...
and they dare to call them selves Replug...
well, dint have much luck in Replug...
but, oh well...
whereby jammers, made some new friends...
they are a really awesome bunch of people...
hope to see them again soon =]
ouh n my buddy & me, kinda had a last minute practiece...
in the staircase...
HAHAHHAH
but, omg the sound quality was the best....
ouh n the audition for jammers was alot better than Replug...
hope to be able to get in... =S
n supposed to have bass audition tday...
buuuttttt....(haha butt... okae lame... -.-")
neehh...
i kinda sux at bass...
OMG ! ! EXAM TODAY! ! !
stress stress stress....
ok ok relax lilly relax...
chill chill...
okae gtg...
see yargh! !
XOXO
LiLLyLioness
PS: I would like to take this opprtunity to say HELLO ! ! to Mr. Marshmellow...
I Love You Mr. Marshmellow... =D
♥ 1:48 PM
I wonder wonder and kept on wondering…
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
I wonder...
N I'm telling u tht for a reason...
It's not like I'm bored n got nothing to do but to pick on u...
But to tell u tht something did happen to you tht might have led to this..
Look into the mirror and tell me if u see the nice and non selfish person u were...
Somehow when I needed ur help or need u by my side, u could think of a gazillion of reasons not to be there...
When u need me you'll find me...
But when u don't u treat me like as if I wasn't there at all...
No no more like I did not exist...
To tell u the truth, I felt like I'm not really needed...
Seriously...
Soon you're into something bigger and better...
And may be that would be th point where I would really realize tht I wasn't needed at all...
Idk...
It might not seems like this to u but this is what u are trying to make me picture in my head...
Just think about it....
Where were you when I needed a shoulder to cry on??
Where were you when I needed your help cause I was clueless??
I'm sorry..
I hope u might look at the big picture...
XOXO
LiLLy
PS: it's not about any of my girls by the way... I heart all of them....
N not about my hubby either he's the best hubby ever … :D
♥ 10:13 PM
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
even though it was a real bad morning yesterday...
it turned out to be a surprising start today..
many did wish me a happie birthday....
even called me up at 2 in the morning just to wish me...
din wasn't expecting tht at all...
hmm and someone did tricked me..
n i fell for it...
he told me he was going to sleep...
he went all " im too tiered to even think so good night..."
thought he had forgotten all about it..
so, i left him alone to sleep...
it was midnight when he called me up...
singing me a birthday song...
i was touched...
was kinda speechless he made it seems tht he really had forgotten all about it...
it made me sad really really sad when i tot he fergot..
but then again, i fell for it...
ish sayang sayang...
tk baek tau buat mcm tu...
but thank you... =D
hmm anywae ...
i would like to give special thnx to all those who wished me...
somehow, i cant get enough of saying thank you...
hehehehe..
so once agiain THANK YOU ! ! ! =D
and i wanna wish my sayang...
a happie anniversary ! !
and i love you so so sooooo much...
can't wait to see you~ ~ =]
XOXO
LiLLy
PS: Happy Birthday To LiLLy ! ! =D hee hee hee >.<
♥ 6:17 PM
